The day I met you, when I first came onto the project, was the day after I gave back my engagement ring – a thoroughly not fun time in my life. And I thought, “Who is this guy?” – who dresses funny and has a laid-back resolve that seems atypical in city where bravado runs deep. And there you were, able to get in front of a group with such insouciance and speak with the nuance of a maestro or a prophet. You’re almost a walking contradiction. How can you have so much confidence, and yet be so gentle and at times embrace your emotions like you do but then not express them?
Most times you don’t make sense to me – your logic seems to flip mine upside down. But that’s what I love about you. And for some reason, I feel like whatever you need, I need to help.
So thanks for inspiring me. Whenever I fear doing something, I do it – because a while back I made a pack with myself that every time I feel fear, I have to do it. And it started one day back in the lab when you told me “you just gotta get up there and do it.”
In the purest sense of the word love – I love you. I don’t expect anything from you, except for you to be you. Black socks at the gym, and funny hats, and say what you feel when you feel it and not know what a scallop is but know that if you wanted to, you could lead a nation. The sun does shine out of your ass, but I’ll be sure to turn you upside down so it shines on the rest of the world.
PS – Notice it was a “Glorious #1 Bestseller“?
January 29, 2008 at 12:38 pm
yay!! I win…thank you. For all that we are u inspire me too. What glorious times.
January 29, 2008 at 4:52 pm
You are so cryptic sometimes. But that just keeps me coming back. 🙂
January 30, 2008 at 2:30 pm
hope, thanks for coming back. life is more interesting this way.
January 31, 2008 at 11:40 am
I’m not inspired.
I ready rina’s blog for laughs and sometimes it’s easy to click on your links.
Go watch Enchanted.
January 31, 2008 at 11:43 am
or stardust
January 31, 2008 at 1:34 pm
np – i know it’s very difficult but don’t click the link. the good news is i’m almost done here:) je t’embrasse tres fort.
January 31, 2008 at 3:24 pm
Where are you going after this? I would love to keep reading, but I know how it goes when you have more you want to do than write.
February 1, 2008 at 12:43 am
Avez-vous voulu dire, je t’etreins tres fort?
I’m not sure strong is an apt modifer for that verb.
June 22, 2009 at 11:53 pm
i love this book and it defines me sometimes